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conceive of drinking it, much less letting amebas and tiny worms explore
intestinal inner recesses.
Maurice had
asked Fr. O’Sullivan why the Africans continued to bring the water, since
it was evident that the swimming beasts were stronger than the most sincere
prayer. The Mission head explained that though they remained alive, prayer
voided their pathogenic prowess.
Not wise enough
to let the matter drop, the seminarianarrogantly suggested that this was
not probable, as the clinic was filled each day with sick church members,
most likely from drinking the turbid ‘holy’ water.
Relentlessly,
the novice stupidly went on to imply that pills might be better than prayer,
and that the mission ought to dig a large, clean well for the villagers.
The relationship between Maurice and his very traditional, Superior, Fr.
O’Sullivan, now only six weeks old, had not begun auspiciously.
Peter had Maurice
accompany the woman to her pew. She smiled obsequiously. Returning, he
noticed that the goat had finished the last orchid. Lifting its tail, the
animal bid farewell, by dropping thirty round pellets at the altar’s base,
then casually made for the open doorway.
The priest
took the paten. On it were two large crumbs, one medium, and a few flecks
the size of dandruff. Following the religious prescriptions, Peter scraped
the bread with his right thumb toward the chalice. The largest absorbed
the milk. To his dismay, it turned into a gooey paste that stuck to his
dirty thumbnail.
“Get the cruets,”
he ordered, aggravated.
The novice
retrieved the small crystal bottles of water and wine from the side table.
He poured each over Peter’s fingers, according to ritual. The paste dissolved,
turning the fluid slightly opaque. After swirling the solution three times,
he gulped it down, then grabbed the holy linen towel that Maurice extended,
and began wiping the chalice.
“God !... did
you see her ? Where’s she been hiding?” Peter began, squinting towards
the back of the Church.
“How could
I miss? Hey ... you just got ordained a couple months ago. You’re on the
honeymoon phase of celibate life. I saw what you were staring at!! You’d
better get your head together!” he half-joked.
“You know,
Maurice, you’re a self-righteous, little prick. I hate fanatics!” he whispered,
handing back the wrinkled linen. “Say ... do the boys bring over the crawfish
for breakfast, today or tomorrow?”
“Today.”
“I love scrambled
eggs with prawns,” the priest sighed. “You know, Peter, Toh’s great cooking
hasn’t made eating together any more pleasant.”
“Maurice, a
word of caution,” Peter began, gazing thoughtfully at the seminarian. “O’Sullivan
and I are ordained. You’re on the outside, looking in. For your sake, don’t
forget it. Life’ll be much easier for all, if you heed the warning.”
He returned
to center altar and continued his liturgical machinations. Peter’s rote
manner reminded Maurice of an auctioneer. “The mass is ended,” he bellowed
to the seven congregants. “Bow your heads and pray for God’s blessing!”
When it was
over, they walked down the altar steps toward the end of Church to shake
hands with the congregation. The bishop of Monrovia had recently made this
more blatant gesture of hospitality, a fiat. The problem was that Protestants
were gaining numbers tremendously, and he
was worried
about the competition. Protestant clergy didn’t remain aloof like Catholic
priests and nuns. Many were African and married. In an environment where
marriage and children were as important as in Old Testament times, it would
be easy to conclude why their numbers were
increasing
dramatically. The Irish Bishop, however, had lived in Liberia for over
twenty years, and dismissed these factors, insisting that shaking hands
would be enough to improve public relations and increase the Catholic count.
Peter walked
unusually quickly toward the back, but Blamo stopped him, before he reached
the exotic woman.
“Good morning,
fala,” he gushed, after racing toward the priest with an extended hand.
Peter shook it limply. The old man nodded to Maurice with insincere deference.
He understood rank. Peter put his hand on Blamo’s shoulder and directed
him toward the rear, but the woman with elephantiasis breathlessly grabbed
his white robe.
“Fathal, fathal
. . . “ she whined, hunched over humbly. Like many older people in the
tribe, she was unable to distinguish between the ‘L,’ and the ‘R,’ sound.
Despite the difficulty, she clearly conveyed that in the morning’s confusion
Peter had forgotten to bless the cholera water.
Peter glanced
longingly at the brown Madonna. She stood with her child in the doorway,
gazing at the ocean. He turned, stared at the old lady, sighed with fatigue,
and returned to the dirty water on the altar.
“Father Peter,”
Maurice called with a grin, amused that the old woman had thwarted the
priest’s questionable plan. “I’ll be at the mission in a few minutes!”
In a moment,
he reached her. She was outside, watching the sea from the shade of a large
banana tree.
“Nu ah ni,
na fuay day?” he initiated, beginning the tribe’s formal greeting pattern.
It literally meant, “Hello, how’s your body?” As he looked at her, he couldn’t
help smiling at the irony of the question.
“Na fuay nu
si on, na day day?” she answered with a warm smile, telling him she felt
fine, returning the question.
He decided
to skip the conversational formalities that normally preceded asking a
name. Suddenly, he stopped to reflect, as he did so often in meditation.
Why was he as eager as Peter was, to talk with the woman? Was he feeling
so lonely, after only six weeks in Africa, that he was desperately grabbing
the first warm person who came his way, without regard for his position,
as a seminary intern, soon-to-be priest? Was he just admiring an exquisite
face, or were his unconscious drives, as a male, getting the better of
him? Maybe he was just trying to make a friend - after all, wasn’t he here
as a Catholic seminarian in Africa, to get to know people? He smiled knowingly
at his confusion, but decided hastily to go with the flow and analyze his
motives in greater detail later.
“Ka nang gah
nay nu ah?”
“Wheea Dee
Nyuokprenh Nah,” she responded, “but my Christian name is Mary.”
“What does
your African name mean?”
“Mother’s cry.”
“For one with
such a beautiful smile the name seems sad. It doesn’t match,” he fumbled,
grabbing for any words that would prolong the conversation.
“When I was
born, my mother died, but before dying, she let out a loud cry. The old
women helping her give birth, pulled me free and gave me this name.”
Her bronze
loops danced in the soft, morning light, as her slightly angled, oval head
measured the man before her. “And what is your name?”
“Maurice.”
“What does
that mean?” she prodded with an enigmatic, Mona Lisa smile.
“Why ... It’s
French and means ‘dark skin,’ or ‘Moor,’” he answered eagerly.
“Like one of
the Northern tribes! For true, you are not white like the others. I must
go. Excuse me,” she remarked gently.
The naked baby
on her hip squirmed restlessly. With amazing agility, she bent forward,
placed the child upon her back, and, in a moment, had him wrapped and hanging
in her dalo.
“I must leave.
It is time to go to the farm,” she offered with a slight bow, before turning
and heading East.
The coconut
palms rustled softly in the early morning breeze. “You said you were going
to the farm, but they are West, not East!”
She stopped,
looked back and gazed at him intently. “For true, but I must change my
dalo and get my machete and basket.”
“Of course,
of course,” he replied, shuffling nervously, realizing he looked like a
complete idiot.
Still, he pressed
on. . . “do you live near the field, where the cows go, where the mission
plane lands?”
“No, near the
Lebanese store, but not on the right in a rich house of bricks. Mine is
to the left and it is thatch.”
“Oh, so you’re
not far away, about a half-mile ... and how far to the left of the store?”
“You ask many
questions!” she responded gaily, turning toward the rising sun. After taking
eight steps without breaking stride, she called back, “Four huts to the
left of the store, on the left side of the path.”
As she receded,
he returned to his thoughts. No, it wasn’t loneliness, male hormones, or
friendship that had driven him to seek out this Mona Lisa. He thought about
living with Peter and O’Sullivan at the mission compound. What had impelled
him was the profound sense of isolation he felt, after only six weeks with
his religious community — the community he had aspired to be with in Africa
for the next two years, and possibly. . . for life.
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