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The little I have read about Buddhism has resonated with me for many years. Its logic has always seemed clear and irrefutable, for it aims at nothing beyond the simple realization of one's own potential. "To live is to suffer", the Buddha's opening gambit, immediately grabs one with its simple truth. He then goes on: "Suffering is caused by attachment and unfulfilled desire", and "To remove suffering it is necessary to become unattached". This kind of reasoning, in addition to simply ringing true, in the West is called a syllogism, and I think it cannot have been accidental that the Buddha and Aristotle, the originator of the syllogism, lived at approximately the same time. In the last few centuries B.C., humanity had finally evolved to the point at which this kind of logic, or at least its articulation, became possible. Like any idea whose time has come, it appeared in both East and West and it led to two distinct social explosions. In the West it became known as Science, the art of harnessing the forces of the outer world; in the East, Buddhism, the art of harnessing one's own inner drives, detaching from them, and finding peace. I have studied the former in some depth, indeed I hold a degree in Chemistry and now, observing the power of deductive reasoning in the hands of those leaders and businessmen who know no peace, I feel the need to seek balance in the latter. It is this classic manifestation of the mind/matter, head/heart, Apollonian/Dionysian, left-brain/right-brain division of the human psyche that has been the cause of so much history. In myself, it can also be no accident that I also hold degrees in music, for it was in the observation of the lengths of vibrating strings and the tones they produce that the mathematics of ratios originated, and science began. It is not by chance either that the words "tone" and "tonic" are common to music and medicine, for music was rightly believed to have healing powers. All of this was in my mind as I stood with Ruth before the Buddha image and his goofy-looking acolytes, though I had not truly articulated it all until now, while writing, and I'm still not sure I have got it right. In retrospect, it probably wasn't the Banh Long Pagoda at all, and on the walk back, with the daylight failing, we saw the rock makers still at work. At Tam Coc, not far away, we got our first introduction to the way in which tourism spoils the local people. In this area one sees the jutting hills close up and even from beneath as one's small boat passes through long caves in the limestone. The word breathtaking is entirely inadequate to describe this place. You float placidly among flooded rice paddies trying to burn each vista, each cliff face into your memory knowing you are unlikely to return, lost in soft contemplation while local farmers labour in the water, no doubt being preyed upon by leeches. On the shore a man with a camera was pedaling fast to keep up, and he arrived at a small lock before us, snapping a picture of us snapping a picture of him. Later he tried to sell it to us. We continued on with our friendly guide and our rower smiling and conversing in their limited English. The guide was an affable woman who showed us letters of thanks from previous visitors, including a German lady who had come to her home and purchased some pieces of embroidery. We were also being invited to her home, and it all seemed most hospitable. At one point she took over the rowing, leaning back and holding the oars with her prehensile toes, just as the guidebook said she would - an extra bit of local colour. Even though we were there early in the morning there were already rowboats returning the other way, powered by toe-rowers looking odd and unnatural. When we reached the end, a delightful grotto following yet another of the mysterious caves, the hard sell began. A boat laden with food and drinks pulled alongside and the lady offered me hot coffee. She knew her clientele. The cost was one US dollar, exorbitant but I was enraptured. She then requested another dollar "so my child can go to school" and suggested I buy drinks for the hard-working rowers. It finally cost me $5 and Ruth and I both realized the cans of pop were going to be returned later and the purchase price shared among the three of them. The drinks remained unopened all the way back. It was a smooth scam and I went along with it knowingly. But it was on the trip back that things turned mildly ugly. She pulled out a bag of embroidery, not very good or very beautiful in my opinion and when we repeatedly refused to buy she became much less friendly and sulked the rest of the way. Ruth took two photos of her sitting in the boat when we returned, and in both her eyes were closed. That was our punishment. Friendliness and hospitality now have a pricetag. We followed
a road after this that we hoped would take us back to the highway and Ninh
Binh. It was mid-day, hot, and as we passed increasingly sparse homes
and more and more open paddies, a few schoolchildren joined us and quickly
used up their English vocabulary: "Hello". They joked and laughed
and we were bemused and waiting for the begging to begin. In fact,
it had been going on all along, with the kids making motions as if writing
in a notebook. We could not fathom what this meant, surely it was
an odd way to ask for money. But it seemed they did not want money,
and we parted company gradually with a few of them turning off at each
intersection, about every half kilometre. It was not until much later,
in another country, that we came to understand that the children were indeed
asking for pens and notebooks - school supplies. We had no idea!
At the bottom once more, past a few temple-style buildings which we had originally assumed constituted the complete temple, and back through the stone gateway, we indulged in a fresh coconut - my first. They were piled in a heap, large, heavy and green. These were not the coconuts I was used to buying in Safeway. Why were they so large, and where was the brown, hairy covering? These were smooth and mottled, but I did notice when the lady hacked off the top of one of them with a machete, that the inner layers were dark and fibrous, so I suppose the outer portion is pulled away for export. We sat with two straws and drank the warm and sweet/salty milk. It was thin and watery, again not like coconut milk I had seen in cans. Ruth When we reached the end, a delightful grotto following yet another of the mysterious caves, the hard sell began. A boat laden with food and drinks pulled alongside and the lady offered me hot coffee. She knew her clientele. The cost was one US dollar, exorbitant but I was enraptured. She then requested another dollar "so my child can go to school" and suggested I buy drinks for the hard-working rowers. It finally cost me $5 and Ruth and I both realized the cans of pop were going to be returned later and the purchase price shared among the three of them. The drinks remained unopened all the way back. It was a smooth scam and I went along with it knowingly. But it was on the trip back that things turned mildly ugly. She pulled out a bag of embroidery, not very good or very beautiful in my opinion and when we repeatedly refused to buy she became much less friendly and sulked the rest of the way. Ruth took two photos of her sitting in the boat when we returned, and in both her eyes were closed. That was our punishment. Friendliness and hospitality now have a pricetag. We followed
a road after this that we hoped would take us back to the highway and Ninh
Binh. It was mid-day, hot, and as we passed increasingly sparse homes
and more and more open paddies, a few schoolchildren joined us and quickly
used up their English vocabulary: "Hello". They joked and laughed
and we were bemused and waiting for the begging to begin. In fact,
it had been going on all along, with the kids making motions as if writing
in a notebook. We could not fathom what this meant, surely it was
an odd way to ask for money. But it seemed they did not want money,
and we parted company gradually with a few of them turning off at each
intersection, about every half kilometre. It was not until much later,
in another country, that we came to understand that the children were indeed
asking for pens and notebooks - school supplies. We had no idea!
At the bottom once more, past a few temple-style buildings which we had originally assumed constituted the complete temple, and back through the stone gateway, we indulged in a fresh coconut - my first. They were piled in a heap, large, heavy and green. These were not the coconuts I was used to buying in Safeway. Why were they so large, and where was the brown, hairy covering? These were smooth and mottled, but I did notice when the lady hacked off the top of one of them with a machete, that the inner layers were dark and fibrous, so I suppose the outer portion is pulled away for export. We sat with two straws and drank the warm and sweet/salty milk. It was thin and watery, again not like coconut milk I had seen in cans. Ruth When we reached the end, a delightful grotto following yet another of the mysterious caves, the hard sell began. A boat laden with food and drinks pulled alongside and the lady offered me hot coffee. She knew her clientele. The cost was one US dollar, exorbitant but I was enraptured. She then requested another dollar "so my child can go to school" and suggested I buy drinks for the hard-working rowers. It finally cost me $5 and Ruth and I both realized the cans of pop were going to be returned later and the purchase price shared among the three of them. The drinks remained unopened all the way back. It was a smooth scam and I went along with it knowingly. But it was on the trip back that things turned mildly ugly. She pulled out a bag of embroidery, not very good or very beautiful in my opinion and when we repeatedly refused to buy she became much less friendly and sulked the rest of the way. Ruth took two photos of her sitting in the boat when we returned, and in both her eyes were closed. That was our punishment. Friendliness and hospitality now have a pricetag. We followed
a road after this that we hoped would take us back to the highway and Ninh
Binh. It was mid-day, hot, and as we passed increasingly sparse homes
and more and more open paddies, a few schoolchildren joined us and quickly
used up their English vocabulary: "Hello". They joked and laughed
and we were bemused and waiting for the begging to begin. In fact,
it had been going on all along, with the kids making motions as if writing
in a notebook. We could not fathom what this meant, surely it was
an odd way to ask for money. But it seemed they did not want money,
and we parted company gradually with a few of them turning off at each
intersection, about every half kilometre. It was not until much later,
in another country, that we came to understand that the children were indeed
asking for pens and notebooks - school supplies. We had no idea!
At the bottom once more, past a few temple-style buildings which we had originally assumed constituted the complete temple, and back through the stone gateway, we indulged in a fresh coconut - my first. They were piled in a heap, large, heavy and green. These were not the coconuts I was used to buying in Safeway. Why were they so large, and where was the brown, hairy covering? These were smooth and mottled, but I did notice when the lady hacked off the top of one of them with a machete, that the inner layers were dark and fibrous, so I suppose the outer portion is pulled away for export. We sat with two straws and drank the warm and sweet/salty milk. It was thin and watery, again not like coconut milk I had seen in cans. Ruth explained that the milk gradually dries up as the white meat inside gets thicker. I can't say it is my favourite beverage, but it was refreshing enough on a hot day and there was a surprising quantity of it, too. The cost turned out to be ridiculously low but I was not prepared for the look of gratitude on the proprietor's face or the heartfelt "merci", when I gave her double the price she asked. The walk back to the boat landing was less enjoyable than at first because of the growing heat and because Ruth hates to backtrack. Nevertheless, there were no vehicles on the road spewing their black smoke and the walking was healthy. If it was hot for us, I kept thinking, how much more so for those workers in the fields on both sides of us who smiled and waved? We may have been driven out of the West by high prices and lack of opportunity, but we were still embarrassingly better off than these. Past the boat landing, an enormous set of concrete steps that curved widely around a bay or lagoon (I couldn't decide which), we found the road out at last. Three ladies along the way, young and pretty for a while, were just leaving the fields and they mimed that they were thirsty, so we gave them our water bottle while Ruth took pictures. She usually asks permission and feels slightly awkward doing so, but I have also seen her sneak photos of unsuspecting subjects who sometimes do not remain unsuspecting, but have rarely objected. It is a good idea to carry water at all times in these countries, bottled water since tap water is unsafe and must be boiled before drinking. One of the ladies was quite fastidious in wiping the lip of the water bottle - you never know what these foreigners might be carrying! A short while later, after watching a farmer chase a kid which had gotten separated from the flock and was running every direction but the right one, I saw a pile of women's underclothes, those of two individuals, small and dainty by the side of the road. Alongside them was a half-used card of contraceptive pills and a bent syringe. This was not the only time we were to come upon evidence of a sad, possibly violent, encounter. The conflict of traditional modesty with Western anything-goes (dare I say it?) morality, is obviously having a dislocating effect, and I wondered in what state those two young girls must now be, or even if they were alive. Ninh Binh is hot and dusty, heavily trafficked and polluted, and lacking any of the charm of old Hanoi. It is in fact typical of contemporary Asian towns, with shabby looking wooden or concrete buildings put up strictly to be functional for commerce. Often they have been so extensively altered over time as businesses come and go that one runs into another in haphazard fashion; walls added or knocked out, or doors and windows punched through them - or bricked in - so that the route from the front to the rear of a building can be tortuous indeed. One wonders often when the whole will finally collapse. Not far from this depressing place however, is Cuc Phuong National Park. This was the off-season, February, and we had to pay a good deal of money to hire a car and driver to take us there. After the big city of Hanoi and this little dust bowl, we felt the need for the cooling welcome of a natural setting. We arrived next morning and visited first the Endangered Primate Rescue Centre just outside the park gate. Quiet and verdant paths lead between large cages containing some of the rare gibbons and langurs whose homes are slowly being destroyed by the activity of humans. I reminded myself that nature's way is to eliminate species that cannot adapt to change and that all species, including my own, eventually disappear, also that we are the first on the planet to be aware, if imperfectly, of the effects of our actions. The place struck me more with its graveyard solemnity than with joy and hope for the creatures within. Some were truly beautiful with rich grey or brown fur and long, luxurious tails. They paid us no heed, generally, and seemed to be sitting on their perches contemplating their fate. I was glad to leave, especially after we bought a few pictorial postcards from staff that seemed as indifferent as their wards. The guidebook calls the place "laid back". I felt ignored by all. The living compound inside the park consisted of a few buildings surrounding a grassy square, and off to one side an out-of-place Olympic sized swimming pool - stream-fed I read. On all sides the rain forest loomed, climbing the hills with exuberance. Whitman talks of his live-oak "uttering leaves of dark green", but this canopy fairly shouted its joy in being alive. In one spot, a huge spreading tree made even more full by a monster vine that completely enclosed its trunk and blended above with its foliage, resembled a mushroom cloud, a veritable explosion of life! We were the only guests and had our choice of rustic rooms with a shared balcony overlooking the square. We wanted to walk and found a trail that we hoped would take us to a cave and an ancient tree that were on the park map. Asian maps tend to be vague and one is never quite sure about them. We started out, marveling everywhere at the cycle of life: the smell of growth and decay, mighty trees and graceful ferns, butterflies that we loved and gnats and mosquitoes that we didn't. Ruth became fascinated with the colourful, sometimes geometric, patterns on tree bark and took several photos. One kind of tree was new, at least to me. Otherwise a regular tree with smooth grey bark and very straight trunk, its base looked as if a giant hand had pinched it into three or four "wings" which fanned out in all directions at ground level. At the 1000 year old tree, these wings were almost large enough to spread a tarpaulin over and make a dwelling. I set the camera on 10-second delay and nearly tripped over tangled roots trying to get back beside Ruth in time for this picture. There is more drama in it than there may appear. The Princess Cave was little more than a rough hole in the ground, tricky to climb in and out, but I suppose it has a lot of history to tell. At the summit of the walk we stopped for a small picnic. In the silence I constantly heard and saw falling leaves, some quite large. I began to wonder how many tonnes of leaves might fall in a day in the Vietnamese jungle and how many watts of power that action might generate. Any way you think about it, aesthetically and with poetic appreciation or mathematically and with scientific detachment, the rain forest is an awesome place. Its balance is precise, nothing is wasted, and we mess with it at our peril. The staff at
the park was strangely invisible except for the two young men playing baseball
in the square with an American couple and their two boys. They had
been here for several days and the Vietnamese were eager to learn the game
from them. So we weren't the only guests, but they were not staying
in the same building so we could pretend that night that we were alone.
The noises of the rain forest seem to enhance its silence, and I have rarely
slept so peacefully.
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