| Young And
Wild And Beautiful Once |
| Daydreaming |
| by Allan Weisbecker |
| July 2005
Las Pavones,
Costa Rica
Odd the way
a moment returns, a life-occurrence apparently lost through time’s neglect,
the mental resurrection the end result of a sequence of recollected images,
a one-to-the-next process ruled by the arcane illogic of the subconscious,
but then, unexpectedly, climaxing with perfect sense, like the finale of
a well-wrought tale – the summoned moment clear, flawless, inevitable.
I daydreamed
a seascape of long ago in a foreign land, blurry but for a certain wave
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Christopher rode upon, an image which then segued to a remote shore-side
campsite the two of us shared at another faraway place, which in turn conjured
a certain risk we took, a law we broke, a laugh we had at the certainty
of our invincibility.
I see the logic
of it now: the shared laugh, the lawlessness, the invincibility, the endeavor
of wave riding in foreign lands; how they all connected and culminated
in the resurrected moment, so long lost.
It was the
south of France, near Biarritz, in the summer of 1970. The European surf
scene was in its infancy back then. All the good surfers on the continent
were foreigners – primarily Americans, Aussies and a few South Africans.
Christopher
and I had made friends with a cadre of beginning but stoked French surfers
who were hell-bent on staging a contest, up the coast at a little town
called Hossegor, which has since become famous for its fine beach breaks.
I didn’t believe in surf contests in those days, still don’t, but these
French had been very nice to Christopher and me, had taken us into their
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who felt even more negatively about contests than I did, finally acquiesced
at the last minute.
Well, I won
the thing, or at least that’s what the judges said; aside from Christopher,
there were some pretty good surfers in the finals, all serious foreigner
travelers.
(Christopher
placed third or fourth, as I recall.) After the awards ceremony, Christopher
and I paddled back out for a sunset session.
I came in first
and was walking down the beach toward the parking lot when she approached
me, this exquisite young French girl whose name has been (truly)
lost to me over the years. Although we had no common language, we’d smiled
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dusk and the beach was deserted and the image is so clear of her sliding
off her bikini top in the warm glow of that perfect light, her wide, slightly
crazed eyes daring my response.
This is the
resurrected moment I refer to, real and true these many years later - as
if just a heartbeat ago I’d shut my eyes on that distant beach, perhaps
the better to contemplate the simple perfection of my young life, as it
was there and then.
The French
girl had never been with a man before and decided to give it up to a foreign
surf bum. Whether she’d picked me earlier in the day or waited to see who
would win the contest, mattered not at all to me. Confronted by this vision
- part designing woman, part naughty child, part female animal possessed
by some deep biological imperative - I was suddenly and completely overcome
with pure lust, mindless and unencumbered. But how beautiful she was…
It seems incredible
that she’s in her fifties now - although I’d bet a valued possession that
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her in a few years, that physical beauty fading now, talking to a granddaughter,
and the adolescent girl asking who her first lover was. Oh, this young
American surfer, she’d say. Then, smiling at her own resurrection of the
moment, she’d describe the evening on the beach at Hossegor in 1970
when she threw off her bikini top and drove herself and that young surfer
mad with desire. The granddaughter would laugh and scold her jokingly and
then they’d hug and the grandmother would say that she was young and wild
and beautiful once too.
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