I’m
watching through my camper’s open door as the first wave of a stacked-up
set wraps in from the south and charges across the seascape in the dreamy
glow of first light. The wave churns its way through the inside shallows,
then rushes over the beach in front of my campsite, which was dry a few
hours ago at low water. I thought I’d be safe here from inundation, but
still the wave comes, up and over the sloping dirt berm separating beach
from jungle; then it sloshes under my hammock, rousing my dog Shiner and
chasing her inland from her nest there. In its final throes now, the dying
wave gurgles under my doorstep and then suddenly all earthly traces of
it are gone. It’s a fierce expiration I have witnessed.
I sip my coffee
and consider my options as the rest of the set, wave by wave, probes my
position, each successive incursion reaching a yard or so further inland
than the one preceding it, until the last wave disappears under the Ford’s
front bumper with a crackle and a hiss. The groundswell has been on the
rise since I ran out of road in my travels here yesterday afternoon and
is rising still; and the full moon high tide has another hour of flood
before it peaks and begins its withdrawal.
In all prudence,
a move to higher ground would seem to be called for. But since when in
my life have I conducted myself prudently? No, I’ll ride out the rising
tide, make a stand. I need not fear the water, or so I’ve been told.
I seem to be
attracted to end-of-the-road places. Montauk – my home on the last left
on Long Island before the lighthouse - was at road’s end. So was the Punta
Lobo campground up in Baja, at which I tarried for so long last year. Back
on the Caribbean side where I found my vanished old friend Christopher
some three months ago: the end of the road. And here, this wilderness I
have come to on the Pacific, the road likewise ends here. So for the second
time I have come to the bottom of coastal Central America.